Saturday, August 21, 2004

rock my world! @ 10:46:00 PM

Dunnoe why suddenly wrote the title as rock my world. I think dat my dad realli rocked man..He stop all those fightings and he was in a good mood the whole dae. Even toked abt bring the whole family fer a trip to europe. I mean..am i dreaming? Coz there's a price to pay. I have to do well in my studies. Which i personally think is bull shit. Dere's no way i can pass my maths and literature. I dun even have faith in my geography. I think the trip is gone. Gone with the wind~
I mean, even i scored a 100 marks in all my exams, i dun think dat we will go to italy. I mean, my schedue is so tight. With Band and the council. I dun think i can make it. My dad;s is also busy fer 365 daes per year. So i think we will just stay home fer this holidae. Hahax.
Dunno when is my dear dear coming back frm HK. He's been dere fer like a week. I noe i am suppose to miss him but now i sorta feel as though i am used to be without him. Dunno how am i going to react when he is back., i mean even when he is with me, we are in the diff class and everything. The onli time i get to see him is in the morn and after school. The average time we spent together is like 1 hour per dae. Are we still together? I alwaes tot of that. Why not give him to another girl? Maybe he will be much more happier. I alwaes felt as though i am pulling him down..
Anywae..i will cope and get use to him hopefully when he gets back. Love him loads. Miss you handsome!
I have a dream now. When i grow up, i wanna open a resturant! And all my workers will be ex-jail inmates. I alwaes read abt how pitiful that when they are released back to the outside world, loads od ppl will not accept them becoz of their background. So i wanna prove them wrong and help those ppl in need. Everyone has the chance to turn over a new leaf. So i think dat this way i can help many of them. Yup this is what i gonna do. Luckily i took food and nutrition as my subject. Closer to my dream! Hope dat my dear and my family can approve to it!
Still the same, love you loads dear!

Saturday, August 21, 2004

rock my world! @ 10:46:00 PM

Dunnoe why suddenly wrote the title as rock my world. I think dat my dad realli rocked man..He stop all those fightings and he was in a good mood the whole dae. Even toked abt bring the whole family fer a trip to europe. I mean..am i dreaming? Coz there's a price to pay. I have to do well in my studies. Which i personally think is bull shit. Dere's no way i can pass my maths and literature. I dun even have faith in my geography. I think the trip is gone. Gone with the wind~
I mean, even i scored a 100 marks in all my exams, i dun think dat we will go to italy. I mean, my schedue is so tight. With Band and the council. I dun think i can make it. My dad;s is also busy fer 365 daes per year. So i think we will just stay home fer this holidae. Hahax.
Dunno when is my dear dear coming back frm HK. He's been dere fer like a week. I noe i am suppose to miss him but now i sorta feel as though i am used to be without him. Dunno how am i going to react when he is back., i mean even when he is with me, we are in the diff class and everything. The onli time i get to see him is in the morn and after school. The average time we spent together is like 1 hour per dae. Are we still together? I alwaes tot of that. Why not give him to another girl? Maybe he will be much more happier. I alwaes felt as though i am pulling him down..
Anywae..i will cope and get use to him hopefully when he gets back. Love him loads. Miss you handsome!
I have a dream now. When i grow up, i wanna open a resturant! And all my workers will be ex-jail inmates. I alwaes read abt how pitiful that when they are released back to the outside world, loads od ppl will not accept them becoz of their background. So i wanna prove them wrong and help those ppl in need. Everyone has the chance to turn over a new leaf. So i think dat this way i can help many of them. Yup this is what i gonna do. Luckily i took food and nutrition as my subject. Closer to my dream! Hope dat my dear and my family can approve to it!
Still the same, love you loads dear!