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Saturday, July 26, 2008
tomorrow shall be a better day for me @ 8:15:00 PM
I seriously don't think I have image anymore... lai karl called to say that I am scary! lol.
I think after joining band, my situation gets worse especially after today....
To say i'm not stressed out is just a bloody understatement. For the first time in my life, I was so bloody stressed out. I couldn't play out. It was worse that the competition day itself. I think the band felt it too.
We had master class with maestro Douglas.B. He is really someone huge. Principal Guest Conductor of Tokyo Kosei, one of the best bands in the world. And he is guest just because he is too expensive and they can't afford him..
I think it turned out quite badly today. As most of us can't play well. Some of us were late etc... Urgh. Why can't people be punctual? Why? Why? Why?
Nevermind.... Always Blame yourself than others. I remember one my RJ question saying that people often want to change the world instead of oneself.
After the episode today, I sorta felt really bad. I shouldn't have screamed at the band. But if I didn't I can't get my message and feelings across. If I couldn't I would have gone crazy soon. Deepest apologies to those whom felt offended.
I was really in a bad situation today. I am suppose to have this bonding trip @ Ubin with my Cambodia FYP teammates for bonding sessions. I mistook the dates for next week and promised that I can attend. In the end, I couldn't. They are really pissed. As I missed all the meetings. Quickly called and sent e-mails, I noticed I was running late and thus took cab. Reached at 9.50am and saw Captain Yusri and some band members. to think about 6 out of 58 arrived for band early. Plus I also slept late last night as I have an exam today... so I also lack of sleep.. So would it be fair towards me? How would I feel? I seriously felt like walking off the band, but I couldn't. this is the place where i stayed for 2.5 years already, and there is no where else I can go.
When the band reacts in one way, it reflects that the leader is doing the same. For now, I just hope that I can improve and change the attitude and culture of the band. Instead of being late all the time and not practising, we can all work together, be punctual, come early, leave early and put more effort, I think we can soon strive to be one of the best bands in town. We aren't bad. We are just not trying hard enough.
So, for the sake for changing the world, I have to change myself. Be on time, practice much more, be nice to one another and have discipline somehow or another. I think because whenever they are late, I don't show face and just let it past, the situation got worst. So, yah.
I just hope we can all improve and work together. Don't hold grudges and lets move on for the brighter goals and days.
WebMistress: Data Name: Jas ^-^
Gender: Pretty OBVIOUSLY
Age: 19
Birthday: Somewhere
Image: Charismatic, Smart, Sexy
Updated facts, accuracy 20th Feb 2008: Still playing the bass trombone You know I can't live without cookies and cream ice-cream Maybe I am I love with Tohoshinki! Have 1 ex husband, 2 husbands, 15 boyfriends, 1 spare tire and 6 more others on the waiting list.
But there's still him, love Xiah!
Saturday, July 26, 2008
tomorrow shall be a better day for me @ 8:15:00 PM
I seriously don't think I have image anymore... lai karl called to say that I am scary! lol.
I think after joining band, my situation gets worse especially after today....
To say i'm not stressed out is just a bloody understatement. For the first time in my life, I was so bloody stressed out. I couldn't play out. It was worse that the competition day itself. I think the band felt it too.
We had master class with maestro Douglas.B. He is really someone huge. Principal Guest Conductor of Tokyo Kosei, one of the best bands in the world. And he is guest just because he is too expensive and they can't afford him..
I think it turned out quite badly today. As most of us can't play well. Some of us were late etc... Urgh. Why can't people be punctual? Why? Why? Why?
Nevermind.... Always Blame yourself than others. I remember one my RJ question saying that people often want to change the world instead of oneself.
After the episode today, I sorta felt really bad. I shouldn't have screamed at the band. But if I didn't I can't get my message and feelings across. If I couldn't I would have gone crazy soon. Deepest apologies to those whom felt offended.
I was really in a bad situation today. I am suppose to have this bonding trip @ Ubin with my Cambodia FYP teammates for bonding sessions. I mistook the dates for next week and promised that I can attend. In the end, I couldn't. They are really pissed. As I missed all the meetings. Quickly called and sent e-mails, I noticed I was running late and thus took cab. Reached at 9.50am and saw Captain Yusri and some band members. to think about 6 out of 58 arrived for band early. Plus I also slept late last night as I have an exam today... so I also lack of sleep.. So would it be fair towards me? How would I feel? I seriously felt like walking off the band, but I couldn't. this is the place where i stayed for 2.5 years already, and there is no where else I can go.
When the band reacts in one way, it reflects that the leader is doing the same. For now, I just hope that I can improve and change the attitude and culture of the band. Instead of being late all the time and not practising, we can all work together, be punctual, come early, leave early and put more effort, I think we can soon strive to be one of the best bands in town. We aren't bad. We are just not trying hard enough.
So, for the sake for changing the world, I have to change myself. Be on time, practice much more, be nice to one another and have discipline somehow or another. I think because whenever they are late, I don't show face and just let it past, the situation got worst. So, yah.
I just hope we can all improve and work together. Don't hold grudges and lets move on for the brighter goals and days.
Dong Bang Shin Ki, 4th Album Mirotic, Showcase You're My Melody
눈을 감으면 들려오는 소리들 그대의 마음을 그대의 작은 생각들을
내 맘의 많은 잡음 때문에 듣지 못 했었나봐 미안해 미안해
눈물의 시간이 이젠 history 걱정하지마 Because
*You’re my melody 너를 연주할게 On & On (and on & on & on)
넌 노래 내 삶의 사운드트랙
인생의 무댈 밝혀주는 너를 사랑해 또 불러줄래 넌 나의 노래
I’m sorry 란 말을 하기 싫었던 자존심 많았던 너무도 맘이 가난했던
내 영혼이 말라가고 있을 때 모든 게 무너질 때 내게 와줄래
슬픔의 시간도 노래처럼 꼭 끝이 있는 걸 Because
**It’s your love your love 내게 사랑을 들려주던 (and on & on & on)
그댄 나의 리듬 내 삶의 선물
늘 항상 곁에서 아름다운 꿈이 되어줘 또 불러줄래 넌 나의 노래
수없이도 많은 Sad love songs 우릴 노래하는 것 같아도
이 순간 내 곁을 지켜주는 그댄 무엇보다 소중한 걸요
눈을 감으면 들려오는 소리들 그대의 마음을 이젠 불러요
*Repeat
in 
Phew, everything is Almost Over!
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