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Nobody Knows - 東方神起
Tohoshinki: The secret code
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Saturday, November 11, 2006
I must sleep! @ 2:01:00 PM
It seems that I cannot stay up late for days.. I have been working the shit out of me for days..Proposals, planning and accounting.. Please people, Please hand me the money k! Coz i don't think I have the energy to chase after you guys. You don't really want to see me getting pissed over that.
Rather depressed since yesterday. I sort of can't find anything to hold on for the moment and have been working hard aimlessly. The fact that I am trying to adapt fast is Killing me. I have not gone home early for a long time...I used to be an early person. I used to eat early, sleep early and reach home before the night starts. I don't actually feel comfortable during the night..Sigh. I don't really know what to do. I don't like people fetching me home either. How???? It's depressing to see all my family members asleep and I could only interact with them during sat and sundays... I guess, I just have to sacrifice some stuff just to have another. I still wonder sometimes, whether I am just stupid to fight for something which is making me tired. Can't spend time with my friends and all. Seeing them walk off with another clique hurts...
Argh!!!!!! Nothing seems right...Sorry for being quiet and dumb sometimes! I will turn back into my cheerful self the next time k! So sorry! So sorry for being boring! I will join u guys in ur games and outings too. I will be hyped up next week. Really I'll try! I guess, i just have to adapt. I so sorry for being slightly boring this week. It's wrong to neglect some of ur friends just because you are lethargic..
It's hard to please everyone. And therefore, my goal is to try and please the majority! hahax! what I hope is that I could plan something which everyone could leave the place hoping that there would be an AGAIN.. Hahax!
While working hard for the others, i seemed to have forgotten about myself. I even noticed that there was once I didn't eat anything for the entire day! haha! Cool! But i didn't see any results that is..Sadded.
I'm like an idiot expecting something out of nothing. Do something please. I feel like I am an idiot. And I am a GIRL! Not a GUY!!!!! It would be much easier if I am a guy but i am not.. It would be easy, as I would just have to knock him unconscious and bring him home. haha! Lame crap that is..Ignore me.
WebMistress: Data Name: Jas ^-^
Gender: Pretty OBVIOUSLY
Age: 19
Birthday: Somewhere
Image: Charismatic, Smart, Sexy
Updated facts, accuracy 20th Feb 2008: Still playing the bass trombone You know I can't live without cookies and cream ice-cream Maybe I am I love with Tohoshinki! Have 1 ex husband, 2 husbands, 15 boyfriends, 1 spare tire and 6 more others on the waiting list.
But there's still him, love Xiah!
Saturday, November 11, 2006
I must sleep! @ 2:01:00 PM
It seems that I cannot stay up late for days.. I have been working the shit out of me for days..Proposals, planning and accounting.. Please people, Please hand me the money k! Coz i don't think I have the energy to chase after you guys. You don't really want to see me getting pissed over that.
Rather depressed since yesterday. I sort of can't find anything to hold on for the moment and have been working hard aimlessly. The fact that I am trying to adapt fast is Killing me. I have not gone home early for a long time...I used to be an early person. I used to eat early, sleep early and reach home before the night starts. I don't actually feel comfortable during the night..Sigh. I don't really know what to do. I don't like people fetching me home either. How???? It's depressing to see all my family members asleep and I could only interact with them during sat and sundays... I guess, I just have to sacrifice some stuff just to have another. I still wonder sometimes, whether I am just stupid to fight for something which is making me tired. Can't spend time with my friends and all. Seeing them walk off with another clique hurts...
Argh!!!!!! Nothing seems right...Sorry for being quiet and dumb sometimes! I will turn back into my cheerful self the next time k! So sorry! So sorry for being boring! I will join u guys in ur games and outings too. I will be hyped up next week. Really I'll try! I guess, i just have to adapt. I so sorry for being slightly boring this week. It's wrong to neglect some of ur friends just because you are lethargic..
It's hard to please everyone. And therefore, my goal is to try and please the majority! hahax! what I hope is that I could plan something which everyone could leave the place hoping that there would be an AGAIN.. Hahax!
While working hard for the others, i seemed to have forgotten about myself. I even noticed that there was once I didn't eat anything for the entire day! haha! Cool! But i didn't see any results that is..Sadded.
I'm like an idiot expecting something out of nothing. Do something please. I feel like I am an idiot. And I am a GIRL! Not a GUY!!!!! It would be much easier if I am a guy but i am not.. It would be easy, as I would just have to knock him unconscious and bring him home. haha! Lame crap that is..Ignore me.
Dong Bang Shin Ki, 4th Album Mirotic, Showcase You're My Melody
눈을 감으면 들려오는 소리들 그대의 마음을 그대의 작은 생각들을
내 맘의 많은 잡음 때문에 듣지 못 했었나봐 미안해 미안해
눈물의 시간이 이젠 history 걱정하지마 Because
*You’re my melody 너를 연주할게 On & On (and on & on & on)
넌 노래 내 삶의 사운드트랙
인생의 무댈 밝혀주는 너를 사랑해 또 불러줄래 넌 나의 노래
I’m sorry 란 말을 하기 싫었던 자존심 많았던 너무도 맘이 가난했던
내 영혼이 말라가고 있을 때 모든 게 무너질 때 내게 와줄래
슬픔의 시간도 노래처럼 꼭 끝이 있는 걸 Because
**It’s your love your love 내게 사랑을 들려주던 (and on & on & on)
그댄 나의 리듬 내 삶의 선물
늘 항상 곁에서 아름다운 꿈이 되어줘 또 불러줄래 넌 나의 노래
수없이도 많은 Sad love songs 우릴 노래하는 것 같아도
이 순간 내 곁을 지켜주는 그댄 무엇보다 소중한 걸요
눈을 감으면 들려오는 소리들 그대의 마음을 이젠 불러요
*Repeat