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Thursday, November 13, 2008
transitions, to hell @ 1:28:00 PM
if i don't say this out, I wonder when can I
I am strong, but i am not till the extent where I am immune to everything.
I am fucking disappointed in how I was treated for transitions. I would say that i have done my best to plan for the concert, come back for practices and help invidual departments under me. In the end, there were NO fucking appreciations, but all the complains in which i have done wrong, where i never knew.
As I understood that it might become my last concert, I worked hard for it. I tried to sell as much as I could, and pushed others too. In the end, were there a word of thanks? None. When I tried to claim a miserable $48, I couldn't even claim it, as they said they were not informed.
Next thing was, there were no respect for me, why should I respect others in the first place? Sadiq and I planned the concert for months, in the end, they didn't even acknowledge our bloody presence. Were we introduced nicely to the stage manager? Nope we didn't. Did we got information? Nope we didn't. It was all communicated to the new heads. I wonder why I bothered to plan for transitions anyway. Not to increase my self worth, but it wasn't easy for me to plan transitions, plan exchanges in the same month.
You know what, since you guys think that they are some hell of big shots, then let it be alright. Anyway, people asked me to leave, so I just say, bye.
Oh, if anyone you felt that after reading this, I am just overly exaggerating stuffs, then be it. Because, i don't really care about what others feel about me right now. And yes, because I leave, I am going to asked for a bloody meeting to clear my thoughts about these stuffs, coz i, am not a bloody backstabber.
WebMistress: Data Name: Jas ^-^
Gender: Pretty OBVIOUSLY
Age: 19
Birthday: Somewhere
Image: Charismatic, Smart, Sexy
Updated facts, accuracy 20th Feb 2008: Still playing the bass trombone You know I can't live without cookies and cream ice-cream Maybe I am I love with Tohoshinki! Have 1 ex husband, 2 husbands, 15 boyfriends, 1 spare tire and 6 more others on the waiting list.
But there's still him, love Xiah!
Thursday, November 13, 2008
transitions, to hell @ 1:28:00 PM
if i don't say this out, I wonder when can I
I am strong, but i am not till the extent where I am immune to everything.
I am fucking disappointed in how I was treated for transitions. I would say that i have done my best to plan for the concert, come back for practices and help invidual departments under me. In the end, there were NO fucking appreciations, but all the complains in which i have done wrong, where i never knew.
As I understood that it might become my last concert, I worked hard for it. I tried to sell as much as I could, and pushed others too. In the end, were there a word of thanks? None. When I tried to claim a miserable $48, I couldn't even claim it, as they said they were not informed.
Next thing was, there were no respect for me, why should I respect others in the first place? Sadiq and I planned the concert for months, in the end, they didn't even acknowledge our bloody presence. Were we introduced nicely to the stage manager? Nope we didn't. Did we got information? Nope we didn't. It was all communicated to the new heads. I wonder why I bothered to plan for transitions anyway. Not to increase my self worth, but it wasn't easy for me to plan transitions, plan exchanges in the same month.
You know what, since you guys think that they are some hell of big shots, then let it be alright. Anyway, people asked me to leave, so I just say, bye.
Oh, if anyone you felt that after reading this, I am just overly exaggerating stuffs, then be it. Because, i don't really care about what others feel about me right now. And yes, because I leave, I am going to asked for a bloody meeting to clear my thoughts about these stuffs, coz i, am not a bloody backstabber.
Dong Bang Shin Ki, 4th Album Mirotic, Showcase You're My Melody
눈을 감으면 들려오는 소리들 그대의 마음을 그대의 작은 생각들을
내 맘의 많은 잡음 때문에 듣지 못 했었나봐 미안해 미안해
눈물의 시간이 이젠 history 걱정하지마 Because
*You’re my melody 너를 연주할게 On & On (and on & on & on)
넌 노래 내 삶의 사운드트랙
인생의 무댈 밝혀주는 너를 사랑해 또 불러줄래 넌 나의 노래
I’m sorry 란 말을 하기 싫었던 자존심 많았던 너무도 맘이 가난했던
내 영혼이 말라가고 있을 때 모든 게 무너질 때 내게 와줄래
슬픔의 시간도 노래처럼 꼭 끝이 있는 걸 Because
**It’s your love your love 내게 사랑을 들려주던 (and on & on & on)
그댄 나의 리듬 내 삶의 선물
늘 항상 곁에서 아름다운 꿈이 되어줘 또 불러줄래 넌 나의 노래
수없이도 많은 Sad love songs 우릴 노래하는 것 같아도
이 순간 내 곁을 지켜주는 그댄 무엇보다 소중한 걸요
눈을 감으면 들려오는 소리들 그대의 마음을 이젠 불러요
*Repeat