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Friday, January 26, 2007
Professionalism @ 12:52:00 PM
I didn't attend class today. I sort of, i don't know... Confused?
As for today, I have treated this day as a kind of reflection on how I have performed for the past semester. Conclusion, I have not been professional in my job.
My job is to, study hard, get good grades and excell in all expects in life. Maybe it's a high expectation, but have you not thought that, if one can do it, why can't I. Maybe getting into RP is a mistake. I should have chosen other aspects and paths, which are better. Maybe it's my pride? I often say, no use blaming the school. If you have the talents, you will have. If you have the idea to study, you will excell. But i am not performing. Out of shape that seems. It disheartens me at the look of my results. Therefore, I will have no choice, but to give myself a huge slap and ask myself to push on. I don't like regrets and must never regret in my choices. If I made this choice, i will push on.
Many stuff happened that have distracted me in my work. That is lacking of professionalism. That sucks. I often hate the fact that people aren't doing their part well. But what about me? Have I been working well? I am not performing up to expectations. Tired is not an excuse. Lack of time is not an excuse. Being busy is not an excuse. Having personal problems is not an excuse. Excuses, excuses, excuses. What a person am i. Generating excuses to get out of my mistakes. I should feel ashamed of myself.
Personal problems have been troubling me for sometime. Distracting me somehow, pushing me further away from my main goal. It is a lesson to be learnt. Personal is personal, work is work. It seems that I have not learnt much from my dad. Since he is coming back later on, made me recall what he had taught me.
"Work is work. No matter how frustrated, how tired, how sad you are, you cannot show. Never complain. No matter what happens, you must be there to finish your work and give it a good finish. Even if the sky falls, you have to learn to distract yourself from it. If you can't do that, that you don't fit the bill"
I really admire those with high level of concentration skills. I have to discipline myself. So what if I can't get the stuff i want, So what if the world's worst scenario happened to me, I tell you that, not a single tear will drop, if I am out there. Sitting there feeling sad about myself isn't going to happen to me.
Compared to others I'm just fortunate enough to have many people out there to help me. In trouble, loads of people would run and help me isn't it. No matter in class, in band, in the workplace. Leaning on others just won't do. I want others to lean on me too.
WebMistress: Data Name: Jas ^-^
Gender: Pretty OBVIOUSLY
Age: 19
Birthday: Somewhere
Image: Charismatic, Smart, Sexy
Updated facts, accuracy 20th Feb 2008: Still playing the bass trombone You know I can't live without cookies and cream ice-cream Maybe I am I love with Tohoshinki! Have 1 ex husband, 2 husbands, 15 boyfriends, 1 spare tire and 6 more others on the waiting list.
But there's still him, love Xiah!
Friday, January 26, 2007
Professionalism @ 12:52:00 PM
I didn't attend class today. I sort of, i don't know... Confused?
As for today, I have treated this day as a kind of reflection on how I have performed for the past semester. Conclusion, I have not been professional in my job.
My job is to, study hard, get good grades and excell in all expects in life. Maybe it's a high expectation, but have you not thought that, if one can do it, why can't I. Maybe getting into RP is a mistake. I should have chosen other aspects and paths, which are better. Maybe it's my pride? I often say, no use blaming the school. If you have the talents, you will have. If you have the idea to study, you will excell. But i am not performing. Out of shape that seems. It disheartens me at the look of my results. Therefore, I will have no choice, but to give myself a huge slap and ask myself to push on. I don't like regrets and must never regret in my choices. If I made this choice, i will push on.
Many stuff happened that have distracted me in my work. That is lacking of professionalism. That sucks. I often hate the fact that people aren't doing their part well. But what about me? Have I been working well? I am not performing up to expectations. Tired is not an excuse. Lack of time is not an excuse. Being busy is not an excuse. Having personal problems is not an excuse. Excuses, excuses, excuses. What a person am i. Generating excuses to get out of my mistakes. I should feel ashamed of myself.
Personal problems have been troubling me for sometime. Distracting me somehow, pushing me further away from my main goal. It is a lesson to be learnt. Personal is personal, work is work. It seems that I have not learnt much from my dad. Since he is coming back later on, made me recall what he had taught me.
"Work is work. No matter how frustrated, how tired, how sad you are, you cannot show. Never complain. No matter what happens, you must be there to finish your work and give it a good finish. Even if the sky falls, you have to learn to distract yourself from it. If you can't do that, that you don't fit the bill"
I really admire those with high level of concentration skills. I have to discipline myself. So what if I can't get the stuff i want, So what if the world's worst scenario happened to me, I tell you that, not a single tear will drop, if I am out there. Sitting there feeling sad about myself isn't going to happen to me.
Compared to others I'm just fortunate enough to have many people out there to help me. In trouble, loads of people would run and help me isn't it. No matter in class, in band, in the workplace. Leaning on others just won't do. I want others to lean on me too.
Dong Bang Shin Ki, 4th Album Mirotic, Showcase You're My Melody
눈을 감으면 들려오는 소리들 그대의 마음을 그대의 작은 생각들을
내 맘의 많은 잡음 때문에 듣지 못 했었나봐 미안해 미안해
눈물의 시간이 이젠 history 걱정하지마 Because
*You’re my melody 너를 연주할게 On & On (and on & on & on)
넌 노래 내 삶의 사운드트랙
인생의 무댈 밝혀주는 너를 사랑해 또 불러줄래 넌 나의 노래
I’m sorry 란 말을 하기 싫었던 자존심 많았던 너무도 맘이 가난했던
내 영혼이 말라가고 있을 때 모든 게 무너질 때 내게 와줄래
슬픔의 시간도 노래처럼 꼭 끝이 있는 걸 Because
**It’s your love your love 내게 사랑을 들려주던 (and on & on & on)
그댄 나의 리듬 내 삶의 선물
늘 항상 곁에서 아름다운 꿈이 되어줘 또 불러줄래 넌 나의 노래
수없이도 많은 Sad love songs 우릴 노래하는 것 같아도
이 순간 내 곁을 지켜주는 그댄 무엇보다 소중한 걸요
눈을 감으면 들려오는 소리들 그대의 마음을 이젠 불러요
*Repeat
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