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Friday, July 11, 2008
I can just cry @ 11:12:00 PM
My ankles start to sink in the rain, My eyes start to sink in tears I once held back, I cry I secretly feel that I am alive just to satisfy everybody's needs. How about mine?
Everything fades away To a shade of gray..
I have a secret, I secretly cry alone, cry myself to sleep at night. I have another secret, I went to school on Thursday...
But I felt really bad.
What I did I just sat in one corner in the library, crying myself, as I pretended to study my 6P for UT. Then I told everyone I just overslept. The puffy eyes, was actually due to the crying I had. Alone After finishing my lunch-time FYP meeting. I just continued on, bawled my heart out, In that one corner Continueously for 3 hours. Without anyone knowing.
Then I secretly kept it all away, pretending nothing happened. As I know I will be a problem to all if everyone knew.
the ones closest often hurt you the most It hurts so much that I can’t spit out the words “be happy” I am so miserable, so tired. I can’t make a decision
What you people would like me to do?
I tried. I really tried. I tried my best to practice everyday, and I know I can never be the best. I rushed, I ran. I gave up on some of my friends. Just to practice for the competition. But it is never enough isn't it? Its just never enough. You people make me feel stupid. Like I was just finding extra work to do. No one, not one single soul wanted to help me. Instead, just sit there and see it fail? Either than that, instead of caring that I came back to practice everyday, no one really cares if I;m tired a not, they just feel i'm just shit.
I already feel extremely bad for being such a lousy player. I really tried to improve. I really did. I really don't know how to continue on.
rain will never stop, tears will never end, for tonight. Just once.
WebMistress: Data Name: Jas ^-^
Gender: Pretty OBVIOUSLY
Age: 19
Birthday: Somewhere
Image: Charismatic, Smart, Sexy
Updated facts, accuracy 20th Feb 2008: Still playing the bass trombone You know I can't live without cookies and cream ice-cream Maybe I am I love with Tohoshinki! Have 1 ex husband, 2 husbands, 15 boyfriends, 1 spare tire and 6 more others on the waiting list.
But there's still him, love Xiah!
Friday, July 11, 2008
I can just cry @ 11:12:00 PM
My ankles start to sink in the rain, My eyes start to sink in tears I once held back, I cry I secretly feel that I am alive just to satisfy everybody's needs. How about mine?
Everything fades away To a shade of gray..
I have a secret, I secretly cry alone, cry myself to sleep at night. I have another secret, I went to school on Thursday...
But I felt really bad.
What I did I just sat in one corner in the library, crying myself, as I pretended to study my 6P for UT. Then I told everyone I just overslept. The puffy eyes, was actually due to the crying I had. Alone After finishing my lunch-time FYP meeting. I just continued on, bawled my heart out, In that one corner Continueously for 3 hours. Without anyone knowing.
Then I secretly kept it all away, pretending nothing happened. As I know I will be a problem to all if everyone knew.
the ones closest often hurt you the most It hurts so much that I can’t spit out the words “be happy” I am so miserable, so tired. I can’t make a decision
What you people would like me to do?
I tried. I really tried. I tried my best to practice everyday, and I know I can never be the best. I rushed, I ran. I gave up on some of my friends. Just to practice for the competition. But it is never enough isn't it? Its just never enough. You people make me feel stupid. Like I was just finding extra work to do. No one, not one single soul wanted to help me. Instead, just sit there and see it fail? Either than that, instead of caring that I came back to practice everyday, no one really cares if I;m tired a not, they just feel i'm just shit.
I already feel extremely bad for being such a lousy player. I really tried to improve. I really did. I really don't know how to continue on.
rain will never stop, tears will never end, for tonight. Just once.
Dong Bang Shin Ki, 4th Album Mirotic, Showcase You're My Melody
눈을 감으면 들려오는 소리들 그대의 마음을 그대의 작은 생각들을
내 맘의 많은 잡음 때문에 듣지 못 했었나봐 미안해 미안해
눈물의 시간이 이젠 history 걱정하지마 Because
*You’re my melody 너를 연주할게 On & On (and on & on & on)
넌 노래 내 삶의 사운드트랙
인생의 무댈 밝혀주는 너를 사랑해 또 불러줄래 넌 나의 노래
I’m sorry 란 말을 하기 싫었던 자존심 많았던 너무도 맘이 가난했던
내 영혼이 말라가고 있을 때 모든 게 무너질 때 내게 와줄래
슬픔의 시간도 노래처럼 꼭 끝이 있는 걸 Because
**It’s your love your love 내게 사랑을 들려주던 (and on & on & on)
그댄 나의 리듬 내 삶의 선물
늘 항상 곁에서 아름다운 꿈이 되어줘 또 불러줄래 넌 나의 노래
수없이도 많은 Sad love songs 우릴 노래하는 것 같아도
이 순간 내 곁을 지켜주는 그댄 무엇보다 소중한 걸요
눈을 감으면 들려오는 소리들 그대의 마음을 이젠 불러요
*Repeat
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