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Tohoshinki: The secret code
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Tuesday, October 26, 2004
Exhausted @ 9:40:00 PM
He came back to me....I might seem desperated to seek his attention or so...
Since c.f walked away from me, i started to depend on him. I know...i know myself that dat i am totally useless. Instead of tending myself, i learn to depend on others. How can i ever survive if i am left alone? Will i die? maybe.
Since, he was the only one i have left..i was so heart-broken when he decided to leave me too. I didn;t know why. What is wrong with me? Why? Am i worse than her or something??? Just tell me!!!
Since you have decided to leave me too, why come back in the first place den? why come back to me. I thought you begun to hate me? Den why come back. What is the reason of your arrival this morning. When you stood in front of me and called out for me, you acted as though nothing happened. Maybe i am pure dumd. Couldn't resist the temptation, and thus followed you behind when you asked me to help you to do some council stuff. Both of us are in the student body aka, student council. "the cream of the crop" the headmaster would always say. It was pure crap. What "cream of the crop". We are the pests of the crop. We spoil the crop.... While doing some council stuff, we began to chat and joke around. We were like the same as before. Some nice, short conversation will often become some sort of "fight" where it shows both of our feelings. We often fight as we do knoe dat we care for each other. If we don't fight, it proves that couldn't care less for one another. Yup. Dat's it...
Feeling guity now. So guity dat i often can't sleep. My maths classes...I hate maths. But what can i do? i can't do anything to change this fact. Sick and tired...
Another guity thing is that i have not done a thing my band teacher told me to do. She asked me to tabulate the band attendance. Being proud and everything, i said yes and promised to finish it by wed, which is tml. i am going to die! I couldn;t finish it on time! Shit! And i dun even know how to do it...
The selling of t-shirts too. I am in-charge of selling t-shirts in school. Free Labour. But i have not been selling it for 6 months. And only up till now, the teacher is looking for me. What can i do? I am afraid. To say the truth...very afraid! I don't wanna go to sch tml. What use? what is the point? i am not going to school tml i think. Just gonna cross my fingers. Will be sick tml. Will make myself sick. If i was to attend sch tml, i will be dreading it. I am dreading it now.
What to do? I don't know what is going to happen to me tml...
WebMistress: Data Name: Jas ^-^
Gender: Pretty OBVIOUSLY
Age: 19
Birthday: Somewhere
Image: Charismatic, Smart, Sexy
Updated facts, accuracy 20th Feb 2008: Still playing the bass trombone You know I can't live without cookies and cream ice-cream Maybe I am I love with Tohoshinki! Have 1 ex husband, 2 husbands, 15 boyfriends, 1 spare tire and 6 more others on the waiting list.
But there's still him, love Xiah!
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
Exhausted @ 9:40:00 PM
He came back to me....I might seem desperated to seek his attention or so...
Since c.f walked away from me, i started to depend on him. I know...i know myself that dat i am totally useless. Instead of tending myself, i learn to depend on others. How can i ever survive if i am left alone? Will i die? maybe.
Since, he was the only one i have left..i was so heart-broken when he decided to leave me too. I didn;t know why. What is wrong with me? Why? Am i worse than her or something??? Just tell me!!!
Since you have decided to leave me too, why come back in the first place den? why come back to me. I thought you begun to hate me? Den why come back. What is the reason of your arrival this morning. When you stood in front of me and called out for me, you acted as though nothing happened. Maybe i am pure dumd. Couldn't resist the temptation, and thus followed you behind when you asked me to help you to do some council stuff. Both of us are in the student body aka, student council. "the cream of the crop" the headmaster would always say. It was pure crap. What "cream of the crop". We are the pests of the crop. We spoil the crop.... While doing some council stuff, we began to chat and joke around. We were like the same as before. Some nice, short conversation will often become some sort of "fight" where it shows both of our feelings. We often fight as we do knoe dat we care for each other. If we don't fight, it proves that couldn't care less for one another. Yup. Dat's it...
Feeling guity now. So guity dat i often can't sleep. My maths classes...I hate maths. But what can i do? i can't do anything to change this fact. Sick and tired...
Another guity thing is that i have not done a thing my band teacher told me to do. She asked me to tabulate the band attendance. Being proud and everything, i said yes and promised to finish it by wed, which is tml. i am going to die! I couldn;t finish it on time! Shit! And i dun even know how to do it...
The selling of t-shirts too. I am in-charge of selling t-shirts in school. Free Labour. But i have not been selling it for 6 months. And only up till now, the teacher is looking for me. What can i do? I am afraid. To say the truth...very afraid! I don't wanna go to sch tml. What use? what is the point? i am not going to school tml i think. Just gonna cross my fingers. Will be sick tml. Will make myself sick. If i was to attend sch tml, i will be dreading it. I am dreading it now.
What to do? I don't know what is going to happen to me tml...
Dong Bang Shin Ki, 4th Album Mirotic, Showcase You're My Melody
눈을 감으면 들려오는 소리들 그대의 마음을 그대의 작은 생각들을
내 맘의 많은 잡음 때문에 듣지 못 했었나봐 미안해 미안해
눈물의 시간이 이젠 history 걱정하지마 Because
*You’re my melody 너를 연주할게 On & On (and on & on & on)
넌 노래 내 삶의 사운드트랙
인생의 무댈 밝혀주는 너를 사랑해 또 불러줄래 넌 나의 노래
I’m sorry 란 말을 하기 싫었던 자존심 많았던 너무도 맘이 가난했던
내 영혼이 말라가고 있을 때 모든 게 무너질 때 내게 와줄래
슬픔의 시간도 노래처럼 꼭 끝이 있는 걸 Because
**It’s your love your love 내게 사랑을 들려주던 (and on & on & on)
그댄 나의 리듬 내 삶의 선물
늘 항상 곁에서 아름다운 꿈이 되어줘 또 불러줄래 넌 나의 노래
수없이도 많은 Sad love songs 우릴 노래하는 것 같아도
이 순간 내 곁을 지켜주는 그댄 무엇보다 소중한 걸요
눈을 감으면 들려오는 소리들 그대의 마음을 이젠 불러요
*Repeat
in 
2nd one
Single: ????????????????????? 
T~Tour Official T-shirt 
