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Photobucket Sunday, June 15, 2008
Photobucket I don't have much time left :/ @ 3:50:00 PM

I really like this special someone. But i don't think he's special anymore.
I've got a problem, I admit.

When someone special caught my eye, I would like to be near, to know more, just to know so much, that it breaks my heart and I start to drift off.

Not that I don't like him anymore, but I just don't have any confidence in liking someone with that many flaws. I don't have the courage to accept everything about him.

Then I would observe and wait. Wait for at least 2 months till a year before I can confirm that it's him that I want. But i'm lost. My heart tells me that he's the one, but my mind rejects him. Hilarious isn't it? My logical thinking won.

Its so difficult to fall in love these days. Love became a strategic political plan derived to get the best outcome. I wonder if we do get married out of love, or because we are just suitable for one another? Everything seems to be an obstacle. Age, Height, Family Background, Education, Character? What more? Really wondering.

Well, I don't have much time left. I better work harder, or accept my fate.
Not that I'm like not working hard enough. Ask me to smear stuff on my face every morning, not letting me eat, asking me to wear those dress which i can't breathe, the heels that hurt. That's basically not me. I'm a baggy jeans person, no make up, I don't like to bathe, I love to eat, i love to sleep and rot at home.

oh well...
It's a bet for time. Hopefully, someone would appear, I would accept, or i'd better pray hard that the next guy introduced to me, would be someone that I will fall for. Well, if she's that good, maybe she can use her connections to get me Xiah as my next partner! 4 more years to go!

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