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jukebox
Nobody Knows - 東方神起
Tohoshinki: The secret code
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Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Replay @ 11:44:00 PM
Miss Mis-understood to those whom knew and to those who doesn't. It's ok, I understand
Growing up also reflects that more responsibilities you have to take on. I mean, as I grow older, the positions I take, the more I have to carry on my shoulders, gives me increased amount of tasks that I have to fulfill before I can finally Retire.
I started of with people telling me that my managment is bad, I have lost concert ticket money (if anyone remembered), I have even lost the TRCC card currently (if anyone of you didn't know, I also didn't want to hide it), I have new year ones shooting at me in the blogs, I have not attended band practices due to curfews before and I have fought with almost anyone I know and knew (verbally). But I think I'm still surviving? I don't know why.
So now, will a few comments hurt me? Yes it does I'm still human though. But its ok, there's something about me, i heal in an incredible fast speed. After a good night sleep, nothing much will affect me. I have to move on you know. Oh well, if I was really hurt, I will at most cry myself to sleep for 3 nights and I'll be fine, cause something else will distract me. Maybe like tohoshinki's new single has arrived! lol.
I just want to share. If you don't know about anything, don't assume. Sometimes, looking at a situation don't really show you the entire picture. You have to use your heart to look at stuffs. To understand what is happening before one can come into conclusion. Oh well. At most people look down on me, don't show respect (eh, they didn't leh, they were still quite nice to me), I cry and threatened to step down (which I don't want leh, work so hard) and quit the band ( can return me my band funds?) and go home (to eat home-cooked dinner, mmmmmm~). HAHAHAHA! Alright, just wanna share some of my thoughts. Fair right? My blog only a few number of clicks each day and I bet majority don't know what I am typing! Don't like that leh, equal equal lah, u hear that party, now here this party. Even I get into a law suit, the culprit still can have defense lawyer one leh.
In all, I just feel bad to some people in the com. I want to impart my knowledge, I want to share my experience, I want to help others grow, but I often use the harshest methods. (ask Dennis, he experienced it after the band camp) Maybe it doesn't work on you guys, but it definately works on me. Sorry people. Don't be angry alright.
In the end, if my methods backfire, well, I can only say, I'm just pure suay. At least I can still go home and cry and My Daddy will protect me. (i think) I got caught once for refusing to attend lessons as I had some problems with my peers. Kanna scolded like don't know what sia...Oh man.
Oh man, don't care already la. Whatever impression people give, whatever people thinks about me, whoever hates me, Whoever loves me (thank hor!), even everything starts replaying, well, my conscious is clear. Shoot me then. AGM. I am prepared.....
WebMistress: Data Name: Jas ^-^
Gender: Pretty OBVIOUSLY
Age: 19
Birthday: Somewhere
Image: Charismatic, Smart, Sexy
Updated facts, accuracy 20th Feb 2008: Still playing the bass trombone You know I can't live without cookies and cream ice-cream Maybe I am I love with Tohoshinki! Have 1 ex husband, 2 husbands, 15 boyfriends, 1 spare tire and 6 more others on the waiting list.
But there's still him, love Xiah!
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Replay @ 11:44:00 PM
Miss Mis-understood to those whom knew and to those who doesn't. It's ok, I understand
Growing up also reflects that more responsibilities you have to take on. I mean, as I grow older, the positions I take, the more I have to carry on my shoulders, gives me increased amount of tasks that I have to fulfill before I can finally Retire.
I started of with people telling me that my managment is bad, I have lost concert ticket money (if anyone remembered), I have even lost the TRCC card currently (if anyone of you didn't know, I also didn't want to hide it), I have new year ones shooting at me in the blogs, I have not attended band practices due to curfews before and I have fought with almost anyone I know and knew (verbally). But I think I'm still surviving? I don't know why.
So now, will a few comments hurt me? Yes it does I'm still human though. But its ok, there's something about me, i heal in an incredible fast speed. After a good night sleep, nothing much will affect me. I have to move on you know. Oh well, if I was really hurt, I will at most cry myself to sleep for 3 nights and I'll be fine, cause something else will distract me. Maybe like tohoshinki's new single has arrived! lol.
I just want to share. If you don't know about anything, don't assume. Sometimes, looking at a situation don't really show you the entire picture. You have to use your heart to look at stuffs. To understand what is happening before one can come into conclusion. Oh well. At most people look down on me, don't show respect (eh, they didn't leh, they were still quite nice to me), I cry and threatened to step down (which I don't want leh, work so hard) and quit the band ( can return me my band funds?) and go home (to eat home-cooked dinner, mmmmmm~). HAHAHAHA! Alright, just wanna share some of my thoughts. Fair right? My blog only a few number of clicks each day and I bet majority don't know what I am typing! Don't like that leh, equal equal lah, u hear that party, now here this party. Even I get into a law suit, the culprit still can have defense lawyer one leh.
In all, I just feel bad to some people in the com. I want to impart my knowledge, I want to share my experience, I want to help others grow, but I often use the harshest methods. (ask Dennis, he experienced it after the band camp) Maybe it doesn't work on you guys, but it definately works on me. Sorry people. Don't be angry alright.
In the end, if my methods backfire, well, I can only say, I'm just pure suay. At least I can still go home and cry and My Daddy will protect me. (i think) I got caught once for refusing to attend lessons as I had some problems with my peers. Kanna scolded like don't know what sia...Oh man.
Oh man, don't care already la. Whatever impression people give, whatever people thinks about me, whoever hates me, Whoever loves me (thank hor!), even everything starts replaying, well, my conscious is clear. Shoot me then. AGM. I am prepared.....
Dong Bang Shin Ki, 4th Album Mirotic, Showcase You're My Melody
눈을 감으면 들려오는 소리들 그대의 마음을 그대의 작은 생각들을
내 맘의 많은 잡음 때문에 듣지 못 했었나봐 미안해 미안해
눈물의 시간이 이젠 history 걱정하지마 Because
*You’re my melody 너를 연주할게 On & On (and on & on & on)
넌 노래 내 삶의 사운드트랙
인생의 무댈 밝혀주는 너를 사랑해 또 불러줄래 넌 나의 노래
I’m sorry 란 말을 하기 싫었던 자존심 많았던 너무도 맘이 가난했던
내 영혼이 말라가고 있을 때 모든 게 무너질 때 내게 와줄래
슬픔의 시간도 노래처럼 꼭 끝이 있는 걸 Because
**It’s your love your love 내게 사랑을 들려주던 (and on & on & on)
그댄 나의 리듬 내 삶의 선물
늘 항상 곁에서 아름다운 꿈이 되어줘 또 불러줄래 넌 나의 노래
수없이도 많은 Sad love songs 우릴 노래하는 것 같아도
이 순간 내 곁을 지켜주는 그댄 무엇보다 소중한 걸요
눈을 감으면 들려오는 소리들 그대의 마음을 이젠 불러요
*Repeat